Acey's View

2008-09-21T00:34:00.008+08:00

Samsung F 700

Wanted to buy this phone few weeks back but people can you believe this shit, the whole country is out of stock! Then went to Malaysia hoping that i can get the phone there and guess what, even worst! Its not even launch there yet!!!! Arghhhh damnit! So in the end the final and only solution is to put deposit and wait for the phone to come...Cant wait for it...ladeedaaa...

The Bangalore Trip

Ok, went to Bangalore with the boyfriend to meet up with the cousin who's getting married next Feb there and they brought me to this restaurant that looks like a station or something from the outside but when i got in this place is literally amazing, unique... I swear i have never eaten at a place with Bollywood settings in it and i've never thought that this idea would cross thier mind. Smart people! muahahaha duh its India... and the food is so good that i eat til i cant swallow anymore...hehehe...

Kinda miss all the food there now and cant wait to go there again this Feb for the wedding and guess what i'll be wear sari on their wedding day!!! hehe till then i'll post up some picture of me wearing sari. How funny will that be...kinda excited bout it though...hehehe

2008-09-06T02:13:00.002+08:00

Hey people, check out this Sean John tee...

Yeah.... P Diddy you rock !

Bitchology

2008-09-05T22:35:00.004+08:00

Being a Bitch means...
I stand up for myself and my beliefs
I stand up for those i love
I speak my mind, think my own thoughts
or do things my way
I wont compromise whats in my heart
I live my life MY way
I wont allow anyone to step on me
I refuse to tolerate injustice
It means I have the courage &
strength to allow myself to be me
So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame,
Squash every ounce of beauty I hold within
You wont succeed
And if that makes me a Bitch, so be it
I embrace the title and I'M PROUD TO BE A BITCH !

2 Hypocrites 1 Baby

2008-09-05T10:48:00.009+08:00

The Hypocrites

OK since you all so want me to be honest about everything and that i should tell the truth, well here it goes....

This is what ' J ' said about ' Y '

- " you know actually studying in SG is a fresh start for ' Y ' cause she's got really bad reputation back home. She got pregnant when she was 13 or 14 ?! "

- " I don't think she has any friends back home cause every time i go back i never see her going out with other friends and she keep calling me!"

- " I don't want to live with her cause she doesn't know how to take care of herself and i always have to lie to her mom that she's at home and what so ever but when i went back to Indo her mom looked for my mum and suggest that we should stay together and i have no choice but to follow! "

- " She treats her bf ' D ' like a dog always shout at him and scold him, of course he cant stand it anymore and dump her. "

- " You know when Eka broke up with the gf already ' Y ' start to flirt with him but he doesn't seem interested! "

- " you know the other day Juju came over and went into ' Y 's room and then she lock the door. I was so afraid that if her mom or bf found out then i have to lie for her again."

- " I don't think she's still a virgin, what do you think? "

- " She always lie to her mom. "

- " Her mom came and check everyone's cupboard and i feel so uncomfortable about it. "

- " If she did anything wrong her mom will send her back to Indo straight away! "

- " Nobody in Indo likes her! In school everyone calls her a slut! "

( There are so much more but in just too lazy to type it)

My message to ' J '

OK you said it is important for me to tell whats really on my mind and that i should tell the truth and should decide as soon as possible who i want to choose right! You keep telling me that telling the truth is very important and that i shouldn't hide anymore but what about yourself??

Look who's talking ?!

Why don't you tell ' Y ' straight to her face since telling the truth is so important? You know telling you my story doesn't mean that you have be in it !!! You think you're being helpful? NO YOU'RE NOT, you are what they call a busybody who tries to be a hero!! So what do you get by doing that? Any prize? Praises from God? The Third Party Award? Nothing ...

If being honest is so important to you then why don't you tell the truth when ' Y 's mum called and ask you bout her behaviour? Why don't you show your oh-my-so-call-aunt Magdalene that you smoke, and stop pretending to act like gosh-I'm-so-a-good-girl-type ? You think you're any how better then me? To be honest everyone's selfish when it comes to certain things in life.

My message to ' Y '

OK gurl, when both of you did what you did to me it was pretty OK cause i just knew you'll for like one year? What i do not understand is that both of you have been friends for like your whole life and your friend is talking shit behind you??? That's just sad! I pity you alot... You're just like me A VICTIM to the one we trust. I mean you siding her and talk shit about me to ' L ' is so uncool you know that? I mean all this while have i ever stepped on your tail? You act like all good girl in front of people but you're actually wild inside, you're a party girl type! You have all the bad rumours back home and here you are - to judge me and tell me what i did is wrong? what about you? Weren't you in love with two also that time? How the heck you think you're better than me with all those rumours? Feeling any better after what you two did to me? you said lying to 'L' and 'A' is wrong but didn't you two lie to you mums? She's your MOTHER for fuck sake. That's more serious than to who i did to.

" I'm sorry that I'm writting this, there's actually so much more i could write but whats the point? I'm over it long time ago. Hey, I'm just the kind of girl who laughs at her mistake so pardon me if i laugh in your face!

So gurls, instead of trying to change me, it is better to change yourself first!

And for your information, i never regret what i did cause i know what i was doing and and I'm actually very glad that i had 2 boys at one time cause it helps me to see who's the right one for me and time to figure out who they really are! I don't want to just choose like that and in the end ' oh my god i made the wrong choice, i should have chosen the other one' ! Fuck that i rather take my time and choose instead of regretting later. And you don't buy a car without test driving it. Its like choosing between a Ferrari and a Lambo, both you like and you could only choose one so to prevent buying the wrong one and regret it later you gotta test drive both for a couple of times to know which one you really want aight??!! Same thing goes to relationship! I maybe wrong but hey its my future and happiness we're talking bout here, so its not a sin to be selfish when it comes to that.

A message for ' L '

OK, you need to stop being like a baby and be a real man! Stop asking your friend to send emails to me when something goes wrong. And you think its a good idea to call people's parents and ask them to help? You know how childish you look like? You're like 20 and you still go around asking people what you should do when something goes wrong? Stop calling my friends and ask them this and that, you know how annoying you are to them and congratulation you just ruin you reputation!! Stop comparing yourself to Uzair cause he is far much better than you no questions ask, at least he doesn't go around doing all those shit!!! and who the fuck gives you the right to delete my contacts? You're such a baby and you don't even realise that. I'm not saying I'm all perfect I'm kinda messed up too but at least i know not to involve your partner's friend!!!!!! And whats up with you asking shits from me and if i don't give you act all pissed off? what if I'm the one who's like that i bet you'll run so fast its not even funny! Your own friend agreed on most of the things i said OK. Instead of telling people what i did wrong this and that why not look at yourself first? whats the actual reason that made me stop contacting you that often? Stop being controlling OK. Gosh, i wonder why all your relationships never last. And oh having a weenie size like Edison Chen's isnt big OK. And you got no skills! Period! And when ask about why you wanted me to be your wife and your best answer is ' cause i know we can be rich together! ' . I mean what the fuck everything is about money to you huh? You know what honestly yes you can be rich easily but the sad thing is you'll never be wealthy! That's a fact. I mean 10 years ago the salary they are giving you today is the same and back in the days the money value is higher but now is getting lower and lower and your field's salary isn't getting any much higher, and the salary they giving its like so predictable, you know that's true. Oh one more thing if you want a gurl stop being stingy!!!!!! OK, i might sound like a bitch now, which i know i am but what I'm saying is what most of your friends think. Think I'm bullshitting? Ask your best girl friend! She told me in msn before last time!

People if you wanna judge me, can, no problem but first make sure that you have no sins in front of God's eyes first ok ?!

Amen.

Career or L.O.V.E ?

2008-07-05T13:19:00.007+08:00

' i got a very good job offer and the starting pay is USD 5000. they pay is good and the position they offer is what i wanted but the thing is I've made a promise to my boyfriend that I'm gonna be by his side no matter what and long distance is not gonna happen again! Career is very important to me and so does my boyfriend but no matter what i gotta choose one between this two. So if i choose my career will i regret letting go my boyfriend or can he accept another long distance relationship and wait for me? If i choose my boyfriend will i regret later in life? will he appreciate what I've done for him and will love only me alone and will treat me right forever? and if i choose my bf that's mean I'm gonna work in Malaysia and my pay isn't gonna be that high here and when I'm in need of money will he I've me or is he gonna think that i stayed just because of his money? Career and love is both very important to me but i have no choice but to choose either one? which one should i choose? Love? Career? '

This is what she has been asking me....

What a girl wants ?!

2008-06-16T04:50:00.007+08:00

I've been thinking ...

" How good it'll be if there's a guy who can't sleep at night without holding me tight ?!
He'll see me all the time in his dreams and then wakes up thinking just of me ?!
Someone who's ready to be there to share his world with me ?!
I just need someone here in my life holding me tight !!
I want someone who can't wait to kiss me again even though it's been a minute since he last did !!!
Cause I just wanna be overloved, over needed, over wanted, over missed when I'm away !!
Over dreamed of, over cared about, over everything by someone who's over in love with me !!!
over kissed, over touched, over missed...
I'd give anything to be overloved !!! "

Is it just a dream or is it gonna come true?

~ Babybee87 ~

Welcome!

2008-06-15T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hey there everyone, I'm back into the blogging world again! So if you are reading this right now it means that you're one of my invited readers! That's right my blog is not set to public as i do not wish strangers or people who i don't trust to know whats going on in my life, my secret or so on and spread it all around! I feel very uneasy with this kind of situation... I guess you know what i mean anyway...hehehe
So, my trusted readers, i hope you'll enjoy reading my blog as I'm gonna update you with all the stories in my life!!!

XOXO,
BabyBee87